sitting in my room listening to the rain while my roommate reads some obscure sci-i novel from decades ago. more surreal than of me having any sort of affinity to my environment, but still. peaceful.

hopefully getting around to finishing the first part of my training tomorrow. staring at a blue screen with a schematic and some numbers floating across random parts of a circuit isn't necessarily what i had initially planned. doable, though. can't ask for much more in a literal militaristic setting where its even considered a taboo to speak.

what am i doing.

can't last forever.

things will be okay.