i wish you could say you still love me.
i wish things were different.

i'm sorry for what i've done, and i'm sorry for being nothing.

got my certificate for completing one of the few classes i've determined to apply myself at school.
degree. future. something to that extent.

i wish things were a little more exciting. they will be one day. i'm sure they will be. what would life be like if only a select few had any dreams or aspirations?

i put a little counter on the left. the code said not to alter the html but text is ugly. =(

twilight really is the best part of the day. it's almost as if the moon casts a shadow on the world over a pink and blue sky and tells you something is about to happen. as if the night is welcoming you with a breathtaking realization about how beautiful this world can always be. i wish the moment could have lasted forever.
it looks as though i'm in the military at this point. the drive was actually on the way back from the processing station. i like to think of that particular scenery as a reward for doing something beneficial for myself - not necessarily for anyone else.

i'm still tired. maybe. time for work.

lazy last couple days. need to be more productive.
it's been raining those few days as well, and as much as i'd like to think the world stops revolving when i'm like this, i know it's just coincidence in the end.
looking to finally get my driving license tomorrow, though. and, yes, if there was any doubt to my overall laziness, then basically not having my license at 22 should put an end to that thought. =p

i guess i find solace in the fact that the best years usually start off the slowest.

i promise to do my best to keep this active. never give anyone the chance to doubt you, right?